Fading.
Im existing, but my life is right in front of me and it seems like everythings fading away. Its turning its back on me and I cant bring my feet to run further. Im stuck in this time pattern. In this warp of nothing. My thoughts dream of escape. I shut my eyes tight. Hoping. Waiting. Words push into me. Making me believe Im gonna be alright. Making me believe Im important. That everyone wants me safe. But then I feel selfish. In my head, I stay with the thoughts I choose to listen too. Its seems like Im not living but just surviving. The emptiness in the pit of my stomach is never leaving me. and I feel like Im just living in the shadows of life. Now all Im thinking is I’ll never have a place where I belong.
I’ll never make something out of my life.
and that Im soon fading into just. a waste.
- 1 month ago
